Sunday, February 24, 2013

The Way I Asked My New Boyfriend Out

Setting: At Vladimir's house, we see VLAD and THE CAT sitting on VLAD's bed, they're sharing a passionate kiss.

Vlad: (Smiling looks into THE CAT"S eyes) You know, I know w'eve only known each other for a short while, but... I fell like I've known you for years. the way we sit together, and kiss. I've honeslty completely fallen for your smile, your personality  your eyes... and you. We have so much in common its wonderful (They both giggle and give each other a small kiss) I have for you... Will you, my lucky dolphin, (At this CAT smiles) be my boyfriend?




(Just wanted to let you all know, he said yes)

Beauty


 We need to get rid of this sick idea that society has made for us, and the depression. We are the voice of this generation and we need to speak out against it. With all the things we hear and learn in life, we're just taught to yes, and memorize things, and it's NOT RIGHT. We all fall into line like perfect little toys, dolls for the social media. Modern Society has taught us that being skinny and wearing make up is okay, and beautiful. You know what, It's not. Its NOT OKAY, people you are all beautiful not by the money you make, not the amount of make up you wear, not by the phone you own but by your personality. By the way you treat people, and the way you live your life. If you don't live your life and you don't like people, and you treat everyone like shit you're only going to be beautiful by the people who act that way, and you may not even want to be with those people. You may be the kind of person who sits there and does his/her best to try and help everyone you know, you're the first out the door to help your friends with suicide and you want to help your friends when they cry. You even want to help the people who have hurt you and treated you like complete and total shit, and you know what you're beautiful to so many people. You don't absolutely HAVE to be beautiful if thats what makes you think you're beautiful then all more power to you, but for those of you who have been treated like shit, to those that are bigger than a size 4, or a size 40, for those of you that think you're fat or ugly, or useless, you're all beautiful people you all mean so much to people. Remember that when you're sitting there and contemplating how to end it all, how to make yourself more "Beautiful" or more "liked" i'm here for you, feel free to email me, rathillusser@yahoo.com. I'm always open and free, you can message me and it'll totally be anonymous and i'm here to help, whether its just to vent or to seek advice i'm here for you people. Don't be afraid.

Thursday, February 21, 2013

Bullying

This ladies and gentlemen. This is whats it's like to be bullied. This is what it's like to try and recover from people being so cold and cruel to you in this big effed up world we live in. With this video i want to also extend a hand, open arms and a loving heart to anyone and everyone who has ever been, or is, or knows someone who is being bullied. I"m here for you guys and girls in this generation of desperation. With so little hope left in the world with the war and pain and suffering, not out there with the Us Military or whereever, but in our own communities. The war on each other, the war on the bullies, the big "Toughies" who feel the need to take it out on the smaller people. To the people that have been at the receiving end of the fist, be it emotional or physical, i want you all to know that I am here for you. My heart is open to you, I will not judge, i will only love. I am here to show you, that there is hope. That there is someone who is here to love you. And i am that person. If you don't want to message me on here because you're too afraid or embarassed then email me... rathillusser@yahoo.com, I will always receive my emails, and i will always respond. I love you all. 

Monday, February 18, 2013

The closest thing to a song i will ever write

Done with all this. Can't take it anymore, one breath, one more step, look at me i'm walking toward the door. Let me hide, let me fade, 1,2,3 here i go, i'm in the black. The shadows surround me and engulf my heart, cuz you were the last one to hold it, and now i'm dark. 1,2,3, here i go, Im gone. Watch me go, are you ready? You made that last push, watch me fall, just like i fell for you, falling faster and faster, 1,2,3, here i go. In the dark

Friday, February 8, 2013

The Ocean

"Have you ever looked at the ocean? I mean at different times of the day. Its like the ocean has this whole new personality as it goes through the day. In the morning, it's calm, and peaceful. In the afternoon, when its full of people, its like a mother that loves and hugs. It becomes more playful and happy. Then in the early evening. The sun starts to set, it casts it glow over the ocean, and its just so beautiful. It's calming and relaxing and i love it. I love how romantic it is. *Stops and looks out, then gasps with surprise* Look did you see that? A dolphin just came up for air. They're such cute creatures too. They are so innocent, and wonderful. I love everything they stand for, innocence, beauty, Love. Have you ever looked at a dolphin? it looks like half a heart, so when two are together, they make a whole heart. Isn't that just so romantic? Ah. the ocean and dolphins, they're just so.... *Lets out a long dream filled sigh* They're so romantic and dreamy. I dream that one day, i'll be able to swim with the dolphins, in the ocean. Hopefully with someone i love as well. Hehe *Giggles and then dives into the ocean for a swim* ~Scene

Monday, February 4, 2013

Video... (Not a monologue)

Okay... so i have a question. Would those of you who ACTUALLY look at my blog, be opposed to me posting a video of me doing one of my pieces. Just as a reference to see what it'd look like? comment on this post if yes. Please and thank you. Oh and thank you for viewing. 

Friday, February 1, 2013

(Lights come up center stage, two siblings, a boy and girl, sit next to each other in a car driving down the highway, the Sisteris in the driver seat, the brother in the passanger seat) 
Brother: You know, sis, you are the best. And i love you so much.
Sister: Are you saying this because it's my birthday?
Brother: Maybe... haha. No i'm saying it because you're my sister and I love you. The fact that it's your birthday has made me thought about how wonderful it is that you're here on this earth. This whole drive i've been thinking about all the years that we've spent together. All things you've taught me, all the laughs we've had. And, Sis, i'm glad that you're still here, and that today we get to celebrate your birth. i love you, big sis. And i'm so thankful for all you've given me, so today i wanna give you a gift but i have no money, and we're stuck in a car. 
(older sister smiles) So next time we ccome to a rest stop i'm going to give you a big hug, and i want you to know that i'm going to put all the years of love and happiness into this hug, because you deserve it, you're a great big sister, and i love you so much.
(At the next rest stop the brother gives the sister the biggest hug he's ever given someone and whispers in the sisters ear "Happy Birthday") ~End~