OMG I"M ALIVE

GUYS GUYS GUYS. IM STILL ALIVE I"VE JUST BEEN WORKING THROUGH THINGS! If you've emailed me, i promise you, i've read them, and i haven't forgotten about you. (I still love you my little ducklings)

I've just been so busy what with getting a job, and doing some other private matters. i swears i'll be posting again later this week. 

JOBS /)^-^(\

GUYS GUYS! I HAVE A JOB NOW! AND ITS SO COOL! I get paid nine dollars and Fifty cents an hour..... More to update later... i'm still going through a process of getting to orientation...

THE SILVER NEXIS INTRO VIDEO

Hello dear reader, this is once again, for my roommate and our friend Nexis.

 they have a youtube channel dedicated to Let’s Plays. (LPs). 

Take a gander at the video, and then maybe some of their actual videos.

THEY"RE SO EFFING AMAZING! 

THE SILVER NEXIS

WELL HELLO BEAUTIFUL DENIZENS OF THE WORLDS!

So, my roommate (Silver) and her/our friend (Nexis) have this youtube channel for the games they play, they make these videos called "Lets Plays (LP)"

What is an LP?

A Lets Play (LP) is someone playing a video game while making/giving entertaining commentary, the view sees the gameplay and sometimes can see the person, this is not always the case.

I LOVE THEIR CHANNEL.. Their LPs are rather amusing, and I get quite a good laugh out of them.

SO! I decided that I'd be nice and share the link to their Youtube channel The Silver Nexis.

Link:
http://www.youtube.com/user/TheSilverNexis

Please Watch, comment, subscribe, ENJOY. I DO ALL THE TIME hehehee. Thanks for watching. 

Depression/ Anxiety/ Suicidal tendacies...

WELL HELLO SMALL MAMMAL.... (I don't even know, its something my roommate says to our cat Itty bit)

Sorry I haven't posted in a bit... (Or you could say AN ITTY  BIT ehehe? Punny...) ANYWAY...

I'm currently listening to Beautiful With You by Halestorm.

Halestorm is the band that i'm currently stuck on. But, that's okay.

SO LET ME EXPLAIN SOMETHING.... I haven't posted in awhile because I've been getting help with a few MAJOR PROBLEMS THAT I HAVE...

I have come to be told that i suffer from Anxiety, (i say paranoia), I'm manic depressive, they say i have schizophrenia, I had suicidal tendancies, and i was just messed up all over in general....

LUCKILY I have found help. I'm not having the Suicidal thoughts as bad, i'm learning to cope with schizo... The manic depression i'm taking all natural remedies for, and all the other things are being helped in various different ways.

One of the biggest ways that i'm getting help is from my roommate and some of my other friends, they are constantly making sure i'm okay, and that's so cool LIKE SO COOL.

I've been journaling in a private journal A LOT. That's helping too,

My anxiety is pretty much being shut up by the guy i like... he's so sweet, I've kinda had a crush on him since i was in 11th grade.. so its cool i guess. He says i'm Beautiful. like truly beautiful, he knows my past, the scars, the things i've done, my mental problems, he's seen what i look like, and he still thinks i'm beautiful and it makes me so happy, for once in my life i've met someone who is going to let me be me, without trying to fix me... (No offense to my ex, but that's not what i need). and the current guy that i like, is SO SO MUCH NICER than my exs you have no idea(No offense) He's nothing like anyone i've dated, he's sweet, and caring, and just SO OMG *Gushes*

Other news:

I'm still living with my roommate, we live in an awesome apartment with her awesome mom.
I had an interview with the local casino recently, i haven't heard back from them yet but the look in the woman's eyes was just like "OH GOD CAN WE HIRE YOU FIVE MINUTES AGO? PLEASE"
Silver is awesome as always...
I don't really know what else to report...

I guess you could say i'm happy again. its pretty cool n_n Life is getting better guys.

DO EXPECT TO SEE MORE POSTS FROM NOW ON... because .... Life... yep thats it.

thank you for reading.