THE STORY SO FAR

*Carry On My Wayward Son blares from the TV, a group people in their early twenties sit/lounge on the couches as the colour from the TV lights up the room*


THIS HAS BEEN MY LAST WEEK (along with other shows not just Supernatural).

I'm moving out of my mom's house, and in with some friends of mine. It's gonna be pretty freaking sweet. I" so excite about it.


ALSO I TURNED 20 YESTERDAY.... I feel oddly old, last night when I was driving home from (at midnight because I decided that like a normal person I'd take over time on my birthday instead of going home early, or asking for the day off, I was remembering how not but two years ago I wasn't going to make it to this point. I remembered how things would've sucked because I would've committed suicide, and I wouldn't have moved out to Arizona, and got the amazing job and friends that I have today.

I don't think I've been this happy in a really long time!

Now that I don't live with my momma anymore I'll definitely be able to post more. I also don't have a boyfriend, and I'm really liking that. I just have time for myself.


ONE OF THE THINGS THAT I"M GOING TO BE POSTING THAT'S NEW IS WHEN I GET A FUNNY CALL AT WORK, I"M POSTING IT HERE SO HAHAH YEAH THERE"S SOME LAUGHS COMING YOUR WAY. 

Define Yourself.

ALRIGHT ALL YOU PEOPLE OUT THERE, I"M COMING BACK TO THE LABELS TOPIC.
Labels are something that we see in our everyday lives, we have labels for everything, foods, cars, Phones, Companies etc etc etc... And that's where they need to stay.

"Define me, With all your words, then find me a lesson to be learned"

I remember being in highschool and giving myself the label of "Gay" or "Homosexual" with label came the labels that others decided it'd be nice to call me. BUT YOU KNOW WHAT?! That's all they are, labels, words. And they shouldn't be used for people, they should stay with inanimate objects in our day to day lives.

The only label we should have is Human. Because that's what we all are, human, Gay, straight, bi, pan, trans, asexual, whatever, they're just words, We're all HUMAN, that's what we are.

"Try to brand me and burn, but i wont let it hurt me"

On another note, because there are people who will always try to give you a brand, whether it be their least favourite, or their most favourite, they'll do it. Don't let what someone else calls you, don't let their label be a brand that you carry with shame. I remember when people would brand me as "Fag" or "Queer", and you know what? I didn't care. Honestly I didn't. I knew in my heart that some part of them was uncomfortable with their life in someway so they had to make someone else feel uncomfortable, or miserable. Don't let their life's miseries hurt you, just remember that they feel the need to label you because they themselves are striving to get a different label, it may not even be one that they want, but they just want the attention.

"Define me as God’s child
I am human and we’re all in the wild
This Earth is as much mine as yours in the end
So let’s unite as friends

But if I can lie in nature’s bed
Without the roses killing me dead
I think the Earth has got a point
And we’re a moving joint

And if I can say my prayers at night
I think I’m doing something right
Let’s open up a song of safety
And carry through the night "

Remember you are the child of your higher power, whatever that may be. if you can live your own life, then you'll do great, as long as you can sleep and be happy with yourself, then the label shouldn't matter. 

Do what makes you happy people, don't be afraid of being judged, because at the end of the day the only person who will matter, is not the people who are handing out labels like a grocery stocker in Walmart, 

but yourself. YOU SHOULD BE THE MOST IMPORTANT PERSON IN YOUR LIFE, THE ONLY LABEL YOU SHOULD HAVE IS THE ONE YOU GIVE YOURSELF.

Don't listen to what they say, be your own person, if you ABSOLUTELY NEED a label, give yourself one, and live by it.

My current label? Me. That's my label, I am who I am and I"m so totally and completely fine with that. Because then other people can't shadow my mood with their labels.

HERE WE GO A VIDEO