So it all started a long long time ago. I was really young and thats when it started, the headaches and the pain... but those werent the worst... the worst was the Paranoia. I had this nagging thought in the back of my head that everyone in my life was lying to me. They hate you, the voice said. It took me a long time to realize that the voices in my head, were my own. We didnt trust anyone. Any relationship I was in, It felt as though they were lying... cheating... using me. *Attitude brightens a bit* But now, now I know that I've found the one. The one person who not only helped me through this darkness, but also through all my paranoia. I walked around today and i didnt hear a single word of negativity. It's almost like I've had this spell cast on me and now I'm free. Free from all the fear that the people I love, and the people that say that they love me, actually feel that way. I-I'm not scared. *Fighting back tears* I'm so... Happy. That I'm finally free to live a life where I don't have to question anyone, and it's all because of this one person. I just wish I could say "Thank You" in person. Soon *Tears start to stream down face silently whispers* Thank you.
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