Monday, February 3, 2014

Strange Dream.

I walked out onto the quad in the middle of the bright spring day. College students filled the school, getting ready to go home or their extra curricular activities now that school was done for the day. I walked forward, not completely knowing where I was going, I didn't understand totally where I was, the only reason I knew partially where I was, was because of the other students. As I continued walking forward I saw him, standing there at the other end of the quad, Isaacs.... He was my ex, and we had had a rough past. I was surprised to see him walking toward me, he hated me. I clenched my fists and stood my ground, I swallowed as all my feeling for him rushed into my head, as if someone had let the flood gates open. He stopped less than a foot away from me, he looked me square in the eye "Look," he started, "We've gone years with animosity between us, and it's just too tiring. I'm not going to hate you anymore, but I don't want you in my life at all." I felt confused, what was this? Where was this coming from? "We're not friends, we're not ex's, you're just another kid at my school, got it" he finished and looked at me sternly. I was lost for words but I knew he wanted a response so I just silently nodded my head. Apparently please with my agreeing he turned on his heel and promptly walked away. All I could do was stare as his petite white, fit form waked away from me. "Well that was weird" I said to myself. I looked up and around at the rest of the students, no one I actually recognized

I kept walking until I got to the top of some stairs. Looking out I noticed a few key people, and they had one thing in common. They were either my ex's or people I've had a crush on. Bewildered I thought that I must be dreaming. I quickly headed down the stairwell, only to be stopped by one of my high school crushes, Lucas. I accidentally bumped into him and without looking up I mumbled "Sorry", he responded with a small chuckle and a hug. At this I thought to myself "I must be completely losing it, what the hell is happening?" Lucas lifted my head and planted a small kiss on my lips, when i didn't return the kiss he pulled his head back with a look of mixed confusion and worry, "Babe, are you ok?". I stared at him, Babe? Wait... are he and I dating? Really? I looked at him again and with a meek tone in my voice asked "A-are we dating, like really?" He just looked at me and gave a hearty laugh, "Of course we're dating, silly. Are you sure you're okay?" I thought for a moment and smiled pretending to know what was going on, "Yeah, today's just been a rough day. I'm ready to go home." He hugged me again and grabbed my hand and we started walking towards the parking lot, when we got the car, a shiny black corvette, he hugged me and kissed me again and said "I'll see you at home babe, I have to stay for football practice. I continued to try and play along, I put on a pouty face "Do you have to?" I was slightly curious to figure out what title he held on the team, he sighed and replied with "Babe, you know I have to. They kind of can't do practice without the quarterback" ooh, jackpot! I thought to myself. "Okay, I'll see you when you get home" I smiling. "I love you, babe. And yes, I will see you when I get home, don't forget to make the cake for Owen's birthday tomorrow." I thought for a moment at who Owen was. I had a slight clue, but I didn't want to give away that I didn't know. "Alright, I won't forget. I love you too" The words felt weird as they came out my mouth, never in my life had I though I would be saying those to Lucas. I got in the car and watched him walk away toward the football feild I turned on the car, and just before the radio could turn on..... 








Okay reader, let me explain this. This is a dream that I had last night and it kind of messed me up today. BUT, I've had the time to just zone out and be alone to process things. I decided while I did that, I would write and post because I"ve been kind of lousy with posting. Sorry about being so lame. But my computer is at least sub-par so now I can post some more. 

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